{"id":2803,"date":"2021-03-26T09:58:01","date_gmt":"2021-03-25T22:58:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.dalgarnoinstitute.org.au\/wp_site\/i-was-wrong-so-wrong-about-alcoholics-anonymous\/"},"modified":"2021-03-26T09:58:01","modified_gmt":"2021-03-25T22:58:01","slug":"i-was-wrong-so-wrong-about-alcoholics-anonymous","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dalgarnoinstitute.org.au\/wp_site\/i-was-wrong-so-wrong-about-alcoholics-anonymous\/","title":{"rendered":"I Was Wrong \u2014 SO Wrong \u2014 About Alcoholics Anonymous"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This happened to me last week when, after nearly two years of sobriety, I finally found myself an Alcoholics Anonymous home group\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Upon further reflection, I was forced to acknowledge that I&nbsp;<em>was<\/em>&nbsp;sounding like an angry person claiming to no longer be angry \u2014 rather like an obviously wasted individual claiming to be sober. Within hours of publishing the piece I was already doubting its veracity.<\/p>\n<p>But then the real apocalypse descended on me \u2014 one which I describe in greater detail in an August follow-up to the aforementioned article, entitled&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/medium.com\/@benfreeland\/when-your-addiction-recovery-stories-backfire-cc15fed7b5fd\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">When Your Addiction Recovery Stories Backfire<\/a>. Within a week or so of publishing the original piece, I descended into a debilitating anxiety attack that brought back just about everything I thought I had overcome. Well, not everything \u2014 I didn\u2019t drink, but I came dangerously close a couple of times. But otherwise, the angry hyena was back in the living room and everything once again felt like utter chaos. Less than a month after I arrogantly declared myself \u201crecovered\u201d it was painfully obvious that I was anything but.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/medium.com\/@benfreeland\/i-was-wrong-so-wrong-about-alcoholics-anonymous-78a9a77b6a66\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\" class=\"button\">For complete story<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This happened to me last week when, after nearly two years of sobriety, I finally found myself an Alcoholics Anonymous home group\u2026 Upon further reflection, I was forced to acknowledge that I&nbsp;was&nbsp;sounding like an angry person claiming to no longer be angry \u2014 rather like an obviously wasted individual claiming to be sober. 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